"she's looking for something she's never going to find"

Aren't we all looking for something, inspite of knowing ,somewhere deep down ,the very fact that we'll never find it or even get close to?well it's funny you know the world of the mad,only more sophisticated to say "the world of the schizophrenic"...its not as scary as the word sounds!when u've actually seen one..one look and you'll probably think to yourself "she's perfectly fine i could love her just as much..she's purrfect"..but there are some instances that make one shiver with fright,and some which could be very traumatic...its not as easy as you think it is to love someone whose not living in the same world as you are...they have a world of their own..and a world that is quite alive to them as ours is to us!...pretty amusing when you hear someone say "i have 5 children and my husband Joy deep roy (a.k.a Jojo) is waiting for me in Baghdad ..he works for saddam and was the prime minister of Shikhakai"...when you actually try to relate something to what they say..you'll be surprised to realise that it makes the most sense!schizophrenia is incurable almost and to see someone suffer and cry over losing something that they never had or owned..knowing their past..knowing them how they were ..knowing them as someone so happy before .....is the most one can ever feel sad and pathetic about! they live a dream..a dream that just seems so realistic to them ...they get carried away with it..even the people living with them get carried away and then one day..this dream ..simply..and slowly .............................. dissolves!


(article inspired by aparna sen's 15 park avenue)